SOMETIMES THERE ARE MORE UNSAID WORDS

There are moments when I am not only lost for words to express what I think or feel, but I am also just lost. Explaining things that mattered to me takes a lot of energy and maybe a bit of pride, but at some point, it needs to be conveyed.

I know that saying it means freeing myself from the burden of carrying it. As someone who lives by the saying" Works smart, not hard," bearing things deep inside my heart is not something I do. I choose to live lightly with fewer regrets. 

But there are times when I just need to stand there, not saying things, just observing, seeing how things will roll on their own. To stand still without interfering is one of the hardest things to do. Keeping myself still without breaking down is as heartbreaking as uttering those unsaid words. The thing is, I am at the right place, at the right time, but this is not my story to tell.